Friday, September 12, 2008

Wheel of Fortune

I am not talking about the famous game here.
I am going to reveal something today. Something that I did early this year.
Nothing scandalous.
But sort of a taboo, I guess.

I went to get my fortune told! I have been wanting to do this.
Why? I don't know. Just because, I guess.
And my intention to do it has been overwhelming ever since I worked
in my previous workplace, due to the influence of my colleagues there.
(Auntie Laura! I'm talking about you okay!)
And even more when I stepped to Bangkok and found out that there's
an English-speaking fortune teller in the hotel I stayed.

I didn't do it the first time I went there.
I wanted so much to but I didn't.
Then, when I went to KL in Dec last year and saw a famous fortune teller's
shop, the Master wasn't around.
So the second time I went Bangkok, I told myself, I have to do it!
I told my intentions to my cousin and surprise, surprise, she wanted to
do it too!
But we both know we can't let her parents know about it. Or mine.
So it's our lil secret. We crept out of our hotel room slowly to avoid any suspicions.

Honestly, I am quite sceptical lah. I mean, this kinda things, easily cheatable kan?
Luckily it was cheap lah. I won't tell you everything she told me. That's private.
Bt I' still share the unimportant points lah kan...

The first thing she told me after looking at my stars was:
"Your leg will give you problems this year"
I was soooooooooooo shocked. I nearly blurted out
"HOW IN THE WORLD DO YOU KNOW THAT??! IS ITBTHE WAY I WALK???!"
Bt being the actress me, I pretended like I was sceptical and curious, so I said,
very calmly and cool-ly of coz,
"Huh? problems? my leg? like what?"
"problems. always in pain. diff sorts of pain. this year very bad. very painful."
"er... how u know this kin of things?"
she looked at me like I am the stupidest person and asked the stupidest question.
"from your stars."
"you mean you can know just by my stars???"
she gave me the look again. nodded slooowwwwly and said
"yes..."
"oooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"
damn I felt like an idiot! how am I to know that stars can tell me that my legs
will give me major problems?!

Bt you know what's important about what she said?
IT'S ALL TRUE!!!
It's true that my leg has been giving me problems since the start of the year.
And I was just telling my cousin (before we went to meet the FT)
that I don't know what's wrong with my legs. My legs has been giving me problems,
bt since 2008 it has been giving me more serious problems.
The trip was in Feb. And till now, my leg is in pain. I really don't know
what's wrong with it. All I can say is, I can't wait for the year to be over,
so that it'll go back to being normal. InsyaAllah...

I keep applying minyak and all sorts of rub to my leg. It still ain't getting better.
Ayah did like prepare for me air untuk mandi bt for 3 days only.
Now its back. I can't even walk properly. Jalan mcm org tempang!

Bt that's not all. She said something else.
According to her my health is not so good this year.
"You will be very sick this year. Bt will be ok. Little bit sick only."
Can she make up her mind???
"How sick???" I asked.
"Very sick. But still okay. No worry."
Bt she didn't tell what kind of sickness though.

And you may have guessed it!
This is my most sickly year of all!
As you know, I went for my op in June. And then a few weeks back I was
down with the sickness and right now I am having a fever relapse.
Ntahlah due to audit ke, weather ke, terperanjat sbb ehem ehem ke,
atau mmg penyakit kemarin lum tul2 sembuh.
To date aku ambik 11 days MC tau! and 3 days hosp leave!
Tak pernah macam ni seumur hidup ku!

Before you think that the FT is superbly wonderful, think again.
She didn't get one component of my life right.
One extremely important component!
And due to this incorrect-ness, I am scared shit!
Coz I think I already know what will happen and I don't want it at all!!!
It's the one thing that I sooooo wanna avoid in life!

Though the FT told us that our luck, or fate, or whatever you call it,
can change, I am still not satisfied.
And for that, I am going for a second opinion.
Meaning, I shall go for another round of FT!

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 1:20 PM